it had been a month and four days since i blogged.
it was a month whereby i've got lots of thought in my mind.
i guess there isn't a need to list down anything anyway.
if there is a need, i guess i need pages to write down. lol.
aisya came& look for me the other day and she reminds me of topshop suntec.
i miss those days& the people over there. (:
looking back, i really miss girlfriends&bj team.
suddenly, i felt that i lost all those very bonded stuff.
if one day you're going to leave, leave quietly so that i wun feel the absent. (:

its time for a break. (:

when she didn't know what to do, she open the fridge and get one of her dad's beer to drink.

thinking that beer could stop her from thinking.

she felt that she was the loser of the day for not doing a proper job.

she was damn unlucky in the morning whereby the damn machine sort of "eat up" her atm card.

she felt so terrible when the incident happened. she know its her fault but she just can't control it.

she couldn't control her emotions and let her tears flow down in front of someone who she always crap&laugh with.

she dragged her heavy feet back to work.

she just can't forget about the incident.

she don't feel like working anymore.

shedon't feel good at all.

she felt so disappointed in herself at work for the very first time.

a better start of june (:
1st june 2008. meet up with shijia dearie. the main thing for the day was donut; double chocolate. (: walk around and had dinner at msq. after buying donuts, we walked over to bugis to wait for her boyfriend aka my best colleague; pang. little catch up with shijia. the feeling was great. i miss seeing her 4 out of 7 days. joey came to fetch us and after that was mahjong.

2ndjune 2008.
back to work; half morning. cady came to ps and wait for me before they release me. went to cine to sing kbox. kbox session was good. (: sing along with me! LOL. left at 7plus, went to centre point to find shidah and came back to hougang. dinner was great and i end off the night with mahjong once again.

3rdjune2008
time to have more sleep. slacking day and its back to work once again.
i feel good. (: (: (:

when i browse thru my folders, i saw this picture. i've been craving for donuts for quite a few days. this picture makes me drool and thought of the day i went to buy with shijia. see the happy face of mine, it doesn't seems to be with me anymore.

patience level seems to be lower, attitude seems to be getting worse, temper wise its getting bad.

all of the sudden, my mood just drop to the lowest at that moment, just like what happened yesterday. i got so empty and lost.

anyway, mahjong session made my day brighter with the laughter and joy. to stop my craving for ice cream, we went to buy ice cream after sending jocelyn home.

as the night gets darker, the emo feeling is here.
it always knock on my door and make me look back at those memories.
memories are good but i seems to be holding back something.
its time to move on but i don't seems to be letting it go.
something that i can't really describe.
i really don't know how i feel.
its just so random.
RANDOM.

goodnight.

i grabbed the picture from aaron's blog. lol.

terence's 21st birthday.

glad that he enjoyed that day. (:
i really miss those days going to school with them.

bless them with good grades for their coming assessment result. (:

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MS HENG BILING!

we went to airport to have fish&co and celebrate her birthday.

we wanted to take lots of picture with my camera but i brought a camera without the battery

tell me!!! how to take picture with a camera without a battery.

WELL DONE! thatsHUIYING! lol.

anyway, yesterday was my last day working at centre point.

i will be at plaza singapura from next week onwards.

new chapter again but i don't feel the pain this time round.

一個人的我依然會微笑 (:

normal life.
its just work, home, tv, myself and nothing.
how boring can your life be.
it can't be as boring as mine.
dragging yourself to work every single day.
facing the same merchandise, facing some nasty customer, doing the same thing like what you did yesterday.
lying to yourself that today will be better day than yesterday.
oooh. what a lie.
where are all my friends whenever i need a pair of listening ears
i'm not okay. anybody out there. hear me out& understand me. i doubt you will. i also don't understand myself well enough
okay. enough of it.
back to work tmrw and its the same routine once again.
enough of all this grumbling.
its 1:03am now. goodnight.

some random&overdued photos.
the pretty brothers. (:

OLEY gathering. (:

the couple who accompanied me from 12am to 3am at mac just to listen to my stories. am going out now. to be continued..

i dread of work. seriously speaking i don't feel like working anymore. work is such a bitch eventually or should i say its the surrounding&people. jiahan might be leaving soon. damn. makes me dread of work more.

BJ gathering tmrw, hope everything will be fine. on the lighter note, OLEY gathering on saturday. i hope it will be good.

cady's birthday surprise at nac. (:

21MARCH2008

genting trip 2008 (:

12MARCH-15MARCH2008

BJ TEAM last day. ):
09MARCH2008

picture says all. march seems to be a happening months.

fun, laughter, joy and tears filled the month of march.

anyway, yesterday was my last day at BJ.

an old chapter is closed and new chapter will start on tue.

wish me luck. (:

i gonna miss those days..

i'm looking forward to..

3th april-kbox with cousins&xiaojiu. (:

4th&5th april- BJ gathering!! (: